thoughs light up my mind, they r pictures running thru my head, memories ( Read more... )

i'm kinda out of it right now...i just woke up.....sry i haven't written anything in a while, actually i've had, i just havent made it public...i'm gonna try to keep my journal in a more private sort of way.....well...there's not much to say, not many highlinghts in my life latly....everything is boring, i need somthing new, new stuff to do, new ( Read more... )

so yea....i've been called a fagget for havin a journal.....it doenst surprise me tho.......a couple months ago i thoght about this as the gayest shit that a fucking loser can do, but i dunno i guess i was wrong..... and i understand the peeps that think this is pathetic, cuz it is, i know it is, and i guess if they wanna laugh is ok, i understand ( Read more... )

welll....i couldnet go to the fata, tbs, and recover show....suxs so fuckin bad....this is one of those times when i really feel i'm missing somthing important, fuck!.......and i know tm i'm gonna hear of how good it was, and that i should've been there.....but i couldnt cuz of my stupid parenst...:\...so yea........i;ve been thinkin, and came to ( Read more... )

last night i took all the feelings and emotions i had for you, puted them inside a bag, and tossed it around my room ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while, so i toug maybe i wrote like and over all of the past few days (theres nothin else to do, and i dont feel like goin nowhere)........well, whasts there to say....my frine mario came over on friday and we went downtown hang out there w/ rob and loryn, and michelle, then came home and chilled w/ rob and mario for some, ( Read more... )

i had a pretty good day today........ like in the morn rob brought my "in my eyes" cd, so i was like listening to it, and it sort of woke me up, and pumped me up.....and it like gave me a whole new perspective, their lyrics kinda made sense....... claim the X (not really)...in school there werent much highlights same ol same ol, but after there ( Read more... )

wow, today i guess i just relized how pathetic i am...... is crazy, i never thought i would turn out this way, i'm gettin mad over stuff that doenst even concern me........ i'm just a friend........ i care too much and i'm too nice......seriously right now i just wish i was one of those guys that just gets girls and fucks them, there no use in ( Read more... )

eh...td wasnt such a bad day.....school was the same shit as always....things seem to be goin fine......after school was sort of crazy, lots of fights goin on, i dont know what the fuck was up today, but everybody was fighting, i heard there was 4 fights in one hour, of which i just saw 1, it was sort of fucked up, but it was good; this kid from ( Read more... )

this feeling inside wont leave me alone ( Read more... )