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the next few days are going to be tough ones. i take goodbyes pretty hard. i don't normally cry in front of people -- but instead i will bear it all later, when i'm alone, drifting off to sleep or looking in the mirror or driving or something. which is worse, i think. i've cried in the car twice in the past two days. so believe me when i tell ( Read more... )

frank the goat is jewish. for hannukah, he received a sweater with a thumbs-up on it ( Read more... )

april 27, 2005: "school (and all that goes along with it) is starting to remind me of my last weeks at camp, the summer after sophomore year. it was a place i was, and still am, so attached to, a place that really is a big part of me i think. (i mean all that goes along with "place," too.) and in my final days there it finally hit me that i would ( Read more... )

rain and stormy weather!!
and cold temperatures on the way..

i couldn't be happier.

tee hee!
and another:
cinderelly, cinderelly..wings night has been revived! hooray! now, with sundaes-on-sunday, sushi night, leg wednesdays and blood pizza night, we almost have a full week of.. nights ( Read more... )

i accomplished startlingly little today ( Read more... )

( lj halloween party! )

oh don't you grieve, don't cry, don't weep, no oh,
your tears are just a creek on which you float away from me.
you gotta have the heart of a liiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiion.tonight was the one night i really wanted very hard not to be awkward. and, in so many ways, it was. or rather, i was. now i'm home, and i hate having to go to bed looking ( Read more... )

i called 911 for the first time ever this evening. it was weird, too.. dad and pat and howard and i were playing music in the outside room, and mom was inside, and she said she heard a funny noise at the front door and, when she went to check it out, found some random person's bike thrown in our driveway. so she came outside to tell dad about ( Read more... )