there are times in your life, whether it be saying hello to someone, saying goodbye to someone or 1:48 at that point when you're completely sober, that you realize that even if it is only 18 summers, they all meant something to you. you realize that the friends you shared your deepest secrets with no longer see you on the daily basis you always ( Read more... )

i remember what he wrote on that card. it said "kira, its okay to feel upset sometimes, its even alright to cry, but never ever, never feel like you're alone. because you know that you've got 10 friends who would take on the world for you. anytime. any place ( Read more... )

its been quite a while since i've even THOUGHT about livejournal. I think its just old news now, but i'll update anyway. i haven't thought about livejournal because ive been thinking of so many different things. so many different people. so many different feelings towards those people. its funny how you can change your mind about someone, about how ( Read more... )

the more i think about it, the more i hate people. i hate everyone who i've ever spoken to. i hold silent grudges. nobody knows about them, but i have them. i wish people would just stop asking whats wrong. if i wanted to tell you what was wrong, i would have done it by now. theres so many things wrong. where do i begin. nowhere i guess, because ( Read more... )

sometimes it feels refreshing to talk to someone new. Someone who doesn't necesarily know your social status, or what people think of you. no one to judge you on what you've done, only how you are now. it was nice making a new friend tonight after a rough day. mondays aren't that bad... its just tuesdays wednesdays and thursdays that make the week ( Read more... )

well guys. 1 night left. so much to do and only 1 night to do it. wow. i cant tell if i had the time of my life this summer, or i was too drunk to remember half of it. well it was worth it. every single day was worth it. i cant believe we're seniors. wow. not even a full year left. we're gone by may. wow. well its kind of depressing i guess. saying ( Read more... )

im bored. and it doesn't feel like summer. at all. i miss it a lot.

6 hours.

im really tired. this weekend was full of different emotions. all i can say right now is that im in love with the people at missy's house tonight (my FAVORITE crewies) and i could never get bored with them.

my goal for the next 2 weeks: drop 5 lbs. CAN IT BE DONE?!

im not sure why im crying right now. i guess im just feeling sorry for myself again. im really beginning to hate myself and the people i've grown to call "friends ( Read more... )