i am at work and there is literally nothing going on so it is boring ( Read more... )

...I can't remember what I did last Wednesday or earlier, other than work and school, but...
Thursday I went to the vigil on Parliament Hill for Families of Sisters in Spirit. It also kicked off Take Back The Night, but I didn't march this year. I was at the vigil with Grace and she had to leave early, so when it was over I was just all crying and ( Read more... )

So my week, as outlined in my last post, went pretty much as planned. There were a few variations because motherfuckers be unreliable, but just when I thought my hopes and dreams were dashed for having a date to Thursday night my awesome new friend Jo swooped in and brought me and also introduced me to two awesome puppies ( Read more... )

I have been getting to see SO many people lately.

Monday was Labour Day and so I had the day off work, which I needed so badly. I went to visit my Grandparents, who just moved to Ottawa to a retirement home walking distance from my house. It was amazing. They chatted with me and accepted me and are wishing me the best. They seem happy there and ( Read more... )

Some nice things are happening. Here are some of them ( Read more... )

Since Friday I have had about $2.50. I feel broke and terrible about money ( Read more... )

i feel like she could be my cure
for unreconciled politcs i have
around desire and... other desire

it has been a long time since a woman noticed anything about my body
but it has also been a long time since i thought of "woman" as a category that didn't just impress*

i remember kahlua on the beach at 16
i remember sleeping in

*I think I meant

my brain is on fire. i have migraines all the time. my eyeballs always hurt. i am trying to go to doctors and i can't. my hormones are fucked - messed up periods, huge cystic acne, crying crying crying ( Read more... )

Relationships are hard. Poly is hard. Love is hard. Crushes are hard ( Read more... )

Here is what I wrote on Facebook on Friday ( Read more... )