Smoke Free

[kira_speaks]

It is only 3am but I am wide awake with a restlessness that I remember from a year ago: it is the uneasiness of chemical withdraw. I haven't smoked a cigarette in 5 days, haven't had nicotine in any form for 2. I chewed nicotine gum for the first couple days to take the edge off, but I decided I didn't want to coddle myself. So here I am

Comments

[pasquin]

Having battled the same self-demons, I can attest to their vulnerability.

You will, of course, win.

Let me leave you with this, words I live by:
Fall down nine times, get up ten.” ― Japanese Proverb

[dablog]

I know that the muscle soreness is a side effect I'm sore because I'm tense I'm tense becau