I don't know why but I've been pretty depressed lately. I'm not making a big deal about not having a girlfriend. It's just depressing how I hear my close friends talk about people that they hook up with. What about me? Yeah, I go to the club and I meet these girls and I get thier numbers, but do they ever call to hook up. NEVER! I've been with the ( Read more... )

WHAT CAN I POSSIBLY SAY ( Read more... )

IT'S REALLY FUNNY HOW A PERSON THAT YOU CARED AND TRUSTED CAN TURN THEIR BACK ON YOU. IT' S REALLY FUNNY HOW A PERSON THAT YOU DATED, WHO YOU AGREED TO BE FRIENDS WITH, CAN JUST TURN ON YOU. IT'S REALLY FUNNY HOW A PERSON YOU THOUGHT YOU COULD DEPEND ON, CAN JUST LET YOU DOWN, TIME AFTER TIME ( Read more... )

HAVE YOU EVER HAD THE FEELING THAT YOU DID SOMETHING WRONG? YOU CONVINCED YOURSELF THAT YOU WOULD NEVER DO THIS PARTICULAR THING AGAIN, AND THEN YOU DO IT ( Read more... )

LEFT ON TUESDAY, GOT IN CAR TO GO TO STORE TO GET FOOD AND DRINKS TO MIX WITH ALCOHOL. GET ACROSS BRIDGE WENT TO TRAVELODGE, NO VACANCY. WENT T COLONIAL INN, GOT OCEAN FRONT ROOM. HELLZ YES. GOT TO ROOM, ME AND ZAK GOT PRETTY ( Read more... )

LATELY I'VE BEEN FEELING VERY DULL LATELY. I HAVE THIS SENSE THAT PEOPLE ARE TIRED OF MY JOKES AND ME IN GENERAL. IS THAT BAD? I MEAN I WANT TO MAKE MYSELF HAPPY BUT I JUST FIND NO SENSE OF SMILING ANYMORE ( Read more... )

HER NAME IS CHELSEA
SHE GOES OUT WITH TIM
SHE LIKES TO HOLD HANDS
HUGS ON
SIT IN THE LAPS OF OTHER GUYS.

TIM FEELS NEGLECTED
TIM DOESN'T KNOW HOW THE RELATIONSHIP IS GOING
TIM DOESN'T KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON

ASHLEY IS GETTING UPSET CAUSE TIM IS ASHLEY'S BEST FRIEND AND SHE DOESN'T WANT TO SEE TIM HURT BY CHELSEA

CHELSEA CAN BURN IN HELL.

JUST WHEN I FEEL THAT I'M OVER BEKKA, SHE DOES SOMETHING THAT MAKES ME WANT HER BACK. BUT THAT HAS CHANGED NOW. I'M NOT GOING TO BE THAT DEPRESSED LITTLE GIRL HOPING THAT THERE IS A CHANCE. ME AND BEKKA WERE NOT MEANT TO BE ANYTHING MORE THAN LITTLE FUCK BUDDIES. OR EVEN JUST FRIENDS ( Read more... )

"HIDE AND SEEK" BY IMOGEN HEAP LYRICS ( Read more... )

WELL HERE I SIT IN MY SPONGEBOB SHIRT AND BOYSHIRTS, THINKING ABOUT THE LAST COUPLE OF DAYS. IT'S BEEN CRAZY. I DON'T KNOW MY AURA WAS OFF BUT I ALL I KNOW IS THAT I REALLY WANTED TO GET SOME THING WEEKEND. BUT I DIDN'T. ALL I WANTED WAS BEKKA, ALL I WANTED WAS TO BE NEAR HER, ALL I WANTED WAS TO TOUCH HER FACE AND LOOK INTO HER EYES ONE MORE TIME ( Read more... )