I should stop trying to find happiness and create it. Maybe next year she will be here to enjoy it with me...

This Christmas, I had two gift options and could only have one. Either I could choose to be happy in a relationship with the love of my life, or the lions would go to the playoffs. So yeah, y'all all welcome.

Maybe next year....

I strongly dislike all you happy couples and everyone who is engaged. Nobody should be happy until I'm happily with my special lady. And someone stoled my redbull.

I'm so tired of being alone... Maybe next year....
Merry Christmas

These two quotes really connected with how i'm feeling right now ( Read more... )

Things that I have accomplished and I am proud of (Updated 04/05/13 ( Read more... )

When you have someone to think about, when you have someone you care about, when someone cares about you, when you see a future, when you have something to look forward too, when you can plan to see them again, when you can plan to talk to them again soon, when you have someone there, when you have someone.....

.....life becomes worth living for

I'm just going to keep this journal for updates in my life and to complain / get things off my mind. Instead of calling someone and boring them, I can just rant in here and then read it 5 years later and laugh ( Read more... )

so afraid of being alone but that is all i've ever known

Thinking bout starting up a blog to write about my Texas adventures. Should I stay on here and post? or go to blogspot?