Lately it seems that i can handle not doing stuff during the week. that's awesome. my trade off seems to be. if i'm not doing anything on the weekend i progressively feel lonely untill i just wish the weekend was over. it's been awesome hanging out with rourkie and everyone but seriously i need to stop clinging to them. i need friends who don't ( Read more... )

Just bent out of shape. had a good start to the weekend http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/1774553/ and then today i got into a yelling match with the mother cause her 11 year old can't be trusted with shit unless you're in the same DAMN ROOM as him. she said i needs to ( Read more... )

For a while i thought that what few friends i'd have. i'd be around most my life. and for a few months it was like that things where great i hung out we relaxed we did weekly things. and then.. one friend started to work hours away at night. the other got drunk and didn't wanna do shit. i got into a fight with one friend i loved wrting stories ( Read more... )

WEll apprently my mom had another freak out. she kicked her boyfriend and his kids out of the house. apprently she made my little brother cry so now my fathers getting involved and all this other crazy shit. i might have to deal with her and if i do im most certainly just gonna go to my uncles till i can do something better. but at that point i ( Read more... )

Apprently when he left and took all the money in the joint bank account btw. he managed to set up the house as a credit lien. or thing to be used if you can't pay the debt more or less. He currently lives in florida and because of him the family he abandoned in massachusetts will soon be homeless. What a father huh? so the thing is. my moms ( Read more... )

been a long long day. well first off. the cat got fleas from being outside. so big surprise the dogs got it. i decided last night i have to do something cause i found one on my thigh last night. so i went out bought some spray to protect the room as well as a collar for the cat at the behest of my mother, now she told me that she would pay me back ( Read more... )

Next Saturday braintree ma is having it's fourth of july fireworks display. (they have it the week before every year) i was thinking it might be fun to have like a mini fur meet during the day. hang out meet people. then at 10pm grab a seat up at the golf course or high-school and watch the fire works. if anyone who's not going to anthrocon is ( Read more... )

Next Saturday braintree ma is having it's fourth of july fireworks display. (they have it the week before every year) i was thinking it might be fun to have like a mini fur meet during the day. hang out meet people. then at 10pm grab a seat up at the golf course or high-school and watch the fire works. if anyone who's not going to anthrocon is ( Read more... )

it's so strange to see everything falling apart. not just the economy in the us but..everything... my friends are breaking up with their lovers..my mother got a divorce. im currently awake because my brother and his wife had a fight and are apprently getting a divorce as well. i watched the bitch try and tear him down while he was upset. it was a ( Read more... )

eh just got home from hanging out with a few furs today it was fun as hell. but well.. it's not something that'll happen frequently and that's what makes me sad. I don't have a car and most the furs live 30 mins out by car...and for some reason the ones i know either don't have a car or it's not in good condition. i know i needs to jorbs but that ( Read more... )