You know. Ive been sitting here staring at the screen for 2 hours now. I need to write, but I have nothing to write about. I'm getting over Ioan leaving thanks to Tom and Liv. But it still hurts...mother finally left me alone. I think shes been thrown in prison or something..good.

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I cant quit crying. All I want to do is go back home even if my mother was a bitch from hell. I cant stay here anymore. Just because I'm the way I am, I don't normaly talk to people. And the one I actually got close enough to, to fall in love, has left once again. This is the second time and god, I dont know. I just want to go home and see my ( Read more... )

Looking at the pages of my life ( Read more... )

It's late, I'm tired, haven't eaten for 3 days, my heart feels like its dyeing...I'm going to bed before I cry.

Goodnight world.

I smell like cherry blossoms.

I dont know what else to say...

New Layout, New info page.

...yeah, thats about it.

I still love Ioan.

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Ready...here we go ( Read more... )

starts up her laptop and takes a drink of her bottled water hopeing her journal wont be such a freaking asshole this time and let her update. She clicks on the link to her journal and starts to make a locked entry, (well, so she thinks..evil journal) mainly for reasons of not letting people know how 'head over heals' she is for Ioan, though she ( Read more... )