So, I am officially dating Jay now. He is such an awesome guy! HOORAY for Kirsten!

So, I met this super amazing guy named Jay. He's a senior and he goes to LP. He's got blonde hair and blue eyes, most adorable guy I've ever seen. I like him so much! I met him at Network (youth group). He's such a good guy. He asked me to homecoming and I'm super excited. : ) I also made the musical at school. It's called Pirates of Penzance. I ( Read more... )

So things are really weird right now. I'm not happy but I'm not sad..I'm just OKAY. This school year is kinda blah. Nothing too special about it. I had musical auditions tuesday night and I really hope that I get casted. I took my permit test today. I failed it by four. You can miss five and I missed nine. I got all of the signs correct though. I'm ( Read more... )

I'm at Montana's house.
I miss my Tanner!!
She's the best!

So there has been a change of plans.
I'm not going to be in Neoga for two weeks.
I'm only going to be here until friday.
My family is leaving for Myrtle Beach then.
I'm so excited!!

So I'm pretty happy ( Read more... )

It seems as though everything has just fallen apart.
My aunt and uncle's best friend commited suicide last night.
They are devastated.
I'm in shock.

I'm also upset because today I am sending back all of Nicki's stuff.

Tonight was alot of fun.
Me and Meghan went to the mall and I met a cute boy.
Unfortunately this boy has a girlfriend. :(
But oh well.
We ran around the mall and had lots of fun!!
She might come home with me to Neoga!!
YAY!!

I told Nicki that I don't want to have anything to do with her anymore. I love her so much but I just can't live with being only her friend.

This Hurts.

I am so in love with Nicki. I'm not sure if anyone knows why she broke up with me but it's because I cheated on her. I'm so ashamed of myself. I cared so much about what people thought about me and I just had to have everyone like me that I gave into people. It wasn't that I didn't love her. Let me tell you, I love her more than life itself. It was ( Read more... )