I haven't written in years... and it's been a long many years since I started this journal.  I find that it may prove to be the cathartic experience I'm desiring.  It was an unfortunate even that led me here, but for privacy's sake I'll leave it at that ( Read more... )

Is how long it takes to get your life in order ( Read more... )

I'm filing a harassment complaint against an adams county sheriff. D. Simonsen.  I pulled into a public area with luke.  Got out of the car to take some pictures.  They flew in 6 mins later and blocked us in.  2 get out of the car and ask us what we're doing there because we "are not supposed to be there"  I say taking pics because Luke was posing ( Read more... )

So in case anyone was wondering.. there is good reason to my hiatus and sadness ( Read more... )

I quit Elder-Beerman... I work at Belt's Soft Serve, which I may have to quit.  Mainly because I'm moving out of my house and have to commute.... =/
My grades are doing better.. and I have a good summer job lined up.. I'm looking forward to Warped Tour more than you know.. and hopefully get to see Jerm.
Life is pretty good.

fuck this.. seriously. fuck it all

I have Chase Manhattan Bank offering me a position in the Stevens Point branch.  I know it's only as a teller, but the pay kicks but compared to my EB job.. btw I fucking hate Elder-Beerman.  I'm actually quite proud of myself for staying there for so long.. can you believe I've been there for over a year? I know.. it makes me sad too ( Read more... )

pablo is here for a few hours.. he got really big.. he's still adorable.. stupid block head..heh .......  he's a dog btw

i'm highly unmotivated right now.. figures..  i should be reading..

i have this friend named craig.  he kissed me after luke and i broke up.  it upset luke.. he showed nearly no remorse.. i felt awful and apologized to luke.. it was only a day after we had broken up.. then craig says he's not interested in me..  and luke told me how he's been trying to get laid hardcore.. so i felt used and stupid.. and awful ( Read more... )

I suppose having people look to me for help and strength is a good idea, but apparently is a great idea according to my teacher.  Therefore feel free to congratulate one of the 5 facilitators in my Com 345 class and encourage me as well.  I'm actually proud of myself for stepping up to the plate, swinging, and nailing it. :)
This semester isn't too ( Read more... )