I feel the need to write, whether it be that I have a lot of shit on my mind, or that I actually REALLY miss writing, it's happening. I've got my playlist all set to go, about to push play and here we go. Stream of consciousness and action ( Read more... )

It’s no surprise I won’t be here tomorrow ( Read more... )

I hate not sleeping. Being deprived of healthy rest makes me really cranky and frustrated. I have not gotten decent rest since I left my friend Christinas house. I think it's an anxiety issue. I had a nightmare and then another and another and after that I give up because I know I'll have another ( Read more... )

I am completely 100% stressed the hell out. It's starting to make me feel sick, not in the stomach ulcer way [yet], but in the I never want to leave bed or complete my day because I am so incredibly overwhelmed ( Read more... )

I hate excessive rainy days. Rainy days are awesome when it's been 100 degrees for a week, but when all it does is rain...I get kinda sad and lazy. No one wants to do anything when it rains, because what is there to do?  Go see a movie, or go out to eat. You can't enjoy yourself in a park somewhere and people watch, you can't admire the ocean when ( Read more... )

I haven't written in a bit, so while I sit here unable to sleep, I shall write ( Read more... )

Dear Karma ( Read more... )

It's become more clear to me over the past week or so that I need to move out. I love my parents and I love living with them, but they've crossed the line. I worked 84 hours last week and I was not as busy at work as usual, but I was still pretty tired out. I come home after that week and my mother tells me I need to work more hours she needs to ( Read more... )

Last night I found out all the dirty details I was searching from stupid. I regret a little bit asking all those millions of questions, but now it all makes sense. He's been into drugs and basically got caught in the wrong place at the wrong time being entirely stupid. I'm pissed off and ridiculously disappointed, but at the same time in a sick way ( Read more... )

I been missing you crazy, how do you, how do you sleep?

I have been in this awesome mood for the past 2 days. No idea why I am so happy, but I'm not complaining. Today was amazing. Ashley and I went to 2 Rhode Island beaches. It was chilly, but worth it. We then went and looked at trucks and bikes then had lunch and played ball. It was good. Then ( Read more... )