... but WHY am I upset about his death?

May 29, 2009 19:06

Most anyone reading this will be aware that I have certain religious and/or spiritual beliefs. Foremost among those are certain beliefs that suggest that I will have opportunity to see my deceased brother again, in some few years at the most.

Nevertheless, I remain inconsolable.

I had a moment today that caused me to wonder /why/ I am upset. )

aaron

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emvesuvius June 1 2009, 02:26:53 UTC
I would suggest it is a couple of things that contribute to your current haunting...first would be the feeling of things being unresolved in your relationship and second would be that you were both working towards what I'm reading as reconciliation of some point in that you both were controlling a shift in the situation to your mutual rectification and satisfaction and the entire thing was ripped entirely out of your control.

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kisc June 2 2009, 01:21:37 UTC
Yeeeessssss.... feeling powerless absolutely. I hadn't thought of it in that way, but yes, there is absolutely something to do.

And feeling powerless is my least favorite thing.

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kisc June 2 2009, 01:22:09 UTC
to that, not to do.

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