So I REALLY NEED HELP i HAVENT BEEN ON THIS IN LIKE FOREVER BUT I HAVE NOTHING ELSE i CAN DO iM SO IN LOVE WITH ANDY AND IT KILLS ME TO THINK HE WONT EVER BE MINE AGAIN IM GOING TO BE CALLING HIM TONIGHHT WHEN I GET OFF WORK i NEED TO TELL HIM I LOVE HIM AND I THINK IM GOING TO ASK HIM TO BE MINE AGAIN i NEED HIM i NEED HIM TO STAY IN MY LIFE I ( Read more... )

so yeah have i told you how much drama is in my family ? well here i will tell you now my cousin jimmy just got out of the hospital for drug overdose on opium and my uncle don is acusing my aunt of cheating but the sad part is that only the guilty are acusing its sort of sad how fucked up life is isnt it?

im still in salt lake and im thinking that none of my friends really care that im gone or if they care that i come back

so not too much is new here but i did sleep on a trampoline last night i was sooo hyper i was jumping and playing old hand games with my younger cousin i felt like i was 4 years younger than i am now with less aggravation and responsibilities

so I got to do this tiger cruise on my sisters ship (coast guard ship) and i met this girl named amy she was doing the cruise too i finally got to meet all the people that my siser had been talking about ......my sister had to do do a 6 month patrol around the middle east so i hadnt seen her in 8 months so when they had a chance to take the family ( Read more... )

so me and scott got in an agument because of what happened yesterday i dont know what to think i saw a part of scott today that i never knew he had it was weirdhe hurt my feelings and andy still wont answer my calls and i just dont care anymore i just really need new friends that arent going to hurt me seeing as im in salt lake i figure sometimes ( Read more... )

life for me in salt lake is going to hell thers sooo much drama theres famly fights and hugh is pissed at me because scott told him that i didnt like him that i was using him and that i said he was a bad kisser and hes bitchy and annoying....yes i said he was annoying and he was bitchy but i just dont understand why scott would go behind my back ( Read more... )

harsh-extremely severe ( Read more... )

weakness -  A special fondness or likeing thats bound to make one fail

well yeah today wasnt that intresting....weakness its my nature to like someone but them not like me back or I end up getting hurt I guess my weakness is that I  fall for the wrong guys...... Like Jeff Jerry Andy Scott thats all the fun stuff there I obviously have a problem Im ( Read more... )

Desire-To wish or long for

I desire many things right now like Cake only chocolate cake though.............. I desire stuff that I cant have too...........so Andy told me he missed me today I didnt say anything back because im not playing bullshit games with him ....I dressed like a prep today theres pictures of it I promised that I would give ( Read more... )