What is wrong with me?

[kishi_tala]

I've been seeing my friends again, which makes me happy. I was at Amber and Cora's until almost 4 am. (though I should have left hours before. -.-')  We saw How to Train Your Dragon. Nothing like the book much, but a wonderful, wonderful film! dawwwww! >.< so cute!

This made me happy in the face of Xena's death. Though loosing her was hard. She had

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[textstfu_emokid]

It's okay - nay, necessary to be upset and confused right now. You gave two years of your life to this relationship and even if it was terrible at the end, you're still going to feel all kinds of screwy when you take it away AND completely relocate your entire being at the same time.

[kishi_tala]

*sigh* and it's only getting worse from there, or maybe better?

Is it sad sh texted me and said thank you for being stronger because she made him cry the day after he came back? Thank you for dealing with her for so long...
Or perhaps that I said yes, you can call me from the hospital when you go back in again?
or maybe...that I talk to her granny and mother...still? in a friendly family manner...