Ever feel you just don't belong somewhere? Ever get lonely or depressed? I kind of live in this world. It's like a maze really. There are people you can trust that will help you find your way out then there are people who only want to screw you over. Well, mix it with real life and you have basic insanity. I feel like MAPS was the strarting gun for ( Read more... )

It's another wonderdful maritime day. The sky is gray and it looks like rain and everyone has on a fake ass smile. What else is new. I am so bored. Nothing exciting ever happens. I am stuck with the same fake people day in and day out. My roomate... I don't even know what to say there. It's like a puzzle and the pieces never seen to fit right no ( Read more... )

Why is it that guy always have to be so damm complicated? I mean why do they always have to make life so freaking difficult? I get a great boyfriend and I am really happy all weekend and then Monday comes and it's all shot to hell because another guy is like in love with me. It's not my fault that he likes me but I am happy so leave me alone. Only ( Read more... )

Hey ya'll! My new screen name is ASimpleSpell... I am still on Avenue Plain but that's just a new screen name ( Read more... )

Have you ever been dumped? Have you ever had your heart broken into tiny little pieces and then shattered into dust? Well here's a story for you ( Read more... )

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It's like I am lost
 I have given everything
I have no hope
No joy
 Only tears
As I walk down the street
I walk because I am going to meet
A perfect stranger at the light
 A perfect stranfer with a knief
This I don't know
My vision is clouded with snow
I walk and I walk
To beat of my own talk
I say hello to my perfect stranger
 And then I ( Read more... )

Seriously.. either that or extreme anxiety or something.. I really fear getting in trouble. I am the ultimate good girl. I don't get in trouble! I don't screw up! I feel like when someone talks to me about behavior my whole world gets shot down. I am the girl who always minds her tounge and sits up straight and never has a hair out of place. I am ( Read more... )

The reptetion from high school is kind of amusing actually. Most people see me as quite and involved with the community. Here it's pretty much the same thing. I have workaholic sindrome really bad. I need to get out. I went out last Saturday with Sara and that was a lot of fun. I need to lossen up more often and quit being such a tight ass (can ( Read more... )

Ever felt so horrible about failing a test? Yeah well I studied so hard and I still did horrible. People who didn't even study got beter grades then I did? I am the freakin poster child for over achiever and I can't pass a simple Vessle Famailarization test? I feel horrible. I have never ever done so bad on a test in my life. I even asked Captian ( Read more... )