Josh is home now. He is looking for a new job. Saw the kids today. I am still a little sick.

In 13 hours, Josh will finally be home! I am so excited. I saw my kids today! I am happy to be with them even if it is only visiting for a few hours.

Court in the morning, I am nervous. It is the 6 month review for Nicole. Ashley's going to offically be placed with Sue for now. I saw the kids yesterday. Ashley is one month old today. She is getting really big and is smiling a lot. Nicole is talking very well and can hold a good conversation. She is really helpful with the baby. I miss ( Read more... )

Well, I saw the kids yesterday and I am seeing the kids tomorrow. Today is "Dan's day" so I am going tomorrow. I have to go to the Medical office today and apply. My tricare insurance ran out. Josh will be home on the 16th at 8am! I cant wait. I miss my Josh. I went to a hockey game last night with Cristina and her friends. We won the game ( Read more... )

I am so bored. I am sittin here playing Zoo Tycoon. I miss Josh. I wish he was here. I am so sick of waiting for him to come home. I wish he'd call. It would be nice to hear his voice. Dan and I haven't spoke since a week ago. I see the kids tomorrow. I got into a car accident on Saturday. I miss you Josh.

Saw Nicole and Ashley today at the hospital. Sue and Nicole are spending the night with Ash tonight. Ash is being discharged from the hospital tomorrow. She is doing good, but a bit colic. It will be a rough next week for Sue since Ash is still suffering some symptoms of withdrawl. She is being a bit fussy. Hope Sue can handle both of them, ( Read more... )

Well, I get to see Nicoley on Monday and see Ashley tomorrow! I miss my girls. I am pride as hell to have two very pretty children. I am just sittin here at home. Josh got of work at 7pm and we had a quick dinner. He is on the other computer playing a game online with some friends. I LOVE MY BABY GIRLS!

Ashley Elizabeth
Born Feb. 13th 2006
4:13 pm
6lbs. 9 oz.
Via c-section

Well, in about 27 hours, I will have another girl. I am getting really anxious and scared. I am afraid of the pain and needles. I am going to have my baby shower at 2pm today. I get to see Nicoley too! I miss my baby girl. I am so tired, but my legs are acting up again. Josh and I had a nice early Valentine's together. We watched " ( Read more... )

Having a c-section on Monday, Febuary 13th at around 7am.