Well, 13 more days until the baby is due. I am hoping for labor asap though. I want to have my baby already. I am doing good with my Avon selling. Also, Dan and I are getting along mostly. He came over to get his computer today. Haven't seen Nicole in 4 days due to the fact we have both been sick and miserable. We got the flu last week. I ( Read more... )

Well, I received the life insurance money. I am giving Dan some of it so he can get a better place for Nicole and Ashley. They need a 3 bedroom house. I am going to Michigan late next month or early March. I am not looking forward to going. I am not even sure if I will end up going back there. There really isn't much left to take back here ( Read more... )

Yay me, I think I have the flu. I have been sick all night long. 2 more weeks about, then the baby will be due. I wish labor would start right now. It is annoying.

3 more weeks till the baby is due. I am trying for a VBAC delivery. Wish me luck! I am sick right now. I am running a fever and have had no sleep again last night. The docs gave me tylenol with codine. Hoping to sleep tonight. Going to see Nicole tomorrow after DV class. I miss my little girl. Ordered the Avon stuff for my friends and ( Read more... )

I am going to Michigan next month after the baby is born. I need to clean out his trailer and sell some of the stuff I can't bring back. My friend Chariot should be coming with me. She is 6 weeks pg! I have 2-4 weeks of pregnancy left. Yay. Baby is coming!

I hate the world today. I bought Nicole some more clothes! I hope she likes them. We are suppossed to go to the Swap Meet tomorrow. I can't wait to go. I just hope that I can fucking sleep tonight. My legs are acting up so damn bad. I am completely tired as hell, and can't get to sleep because of my damn Restless Leg Syndrome. I hope I can ( Read more... )

I am now selling Avon if anyone wants to get some. I will post my Avon website up when I get one.

Josh is such a hypocrite. We were playing Uno with my friend from DV and we had made a bet that if I won, he would not go on the computer for the whole day tomorrow. He would spend time with me. In the middle of the game, we changed the rules since it was taking an hour to play and I was getting tired of playing. He agreed to the change of ( Read more... )

I HATE MEN. I SWEAR OFF MEN. MEN ARE FUCKING LOSERS AND FUCKFACES.

Why doesn't someone just cut my heart out? I am in so much pain and misery that I have no more will. I am so damn exhusted physically, mentally and emotionally. My hormones are hay-wire. I have contractions and don't know if I should be in the hospital or at home. I know that I need to wait a few more weeks, but I have just fucking had it. I ( Read more... )