i heard a song today
it went something like this:

stupid nigger bitch
you're a nigger bitch
i'm a nigger bitch
nigger bitch

stupidest song ever?

things have sort of unclogged. tonight was strange. not in a good way. i am really unsure of what to write or how to explain this. i guess it was kind of eye opening.

i don't know what i'm doing. sometimes i wish someone would show me a map and tell me exactly what to do, so i wouldn't feel so lost.

my mom is being a horrible bitch. she wanted me to go to church today, but i refused to go and now she says she's not going to support me in anything i do. sometimes i can't stand dealing with her. she is crazy ( Read more... )

!. today i watched die another day. the korean people in that movie spoke korean as if they just learned it. at times my mom could not even understand what they were saying ( Read more... )

another late night/early morning doing schoolwork. it's o.k. though, there is something strangely comforting about staying up working with clay and listening to music. like i am getting a taste of what is waiting for me, and feeling like i can handle it ( Read more... )

1. save a life
2. not use the internet for 2 weeks
3. hire a prostitute and make her do household chores, claiming i find it sexy
4. see the northern lights
5. go cross country road tripping by myself
6. buy 30 sponges then return them, claiming i forgot why i bought them
7. pick up a random person from a bustop and become friends done ( Read more... )

jeans with butt-pads are fucking ridiculous.

yesaday my voice did something it has never done before! i was talking to morgan and it suddenly became a little high pitched, like i had sucked in a little helium. it was strange. i thought that something had happened to my ears, and that was how my voice really sounded. i saw myself in a whole new light. but then he told me to drink some of his ( Read more... )

last night we went to a poetry reading. it was definatly entertaining ( Read more... )