yesterday was me going to a pretty uneventful [for me at least] party. bad music pounding my ears, my hair and clothes absorbing the smoke from cigarettes and weed ( Read more... )

this morning at around 3 peter came over and we talked a bit and it was cute. next time we are probably going to go out and about and paint the city various shades of red.
i have been looking at francis bacon's paintings. some of them are a bit creepy but i really like most of them.

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i visited the ccac oakland and san francisco campuses. i was looking at different rooms and the art and equipment they containted, and got somewhat overwhelmed/inspired. there were some students there working on projects and i started thinking about the stories people tell me about art schools. horror stories i tell you! about students getting 2 or ( Read more... )

sometime during the last few days my step brother came into the house and took off the doorknob from his old room. now there is just a hole where the doorknob used to be. my parents don't want to call him and ask him about it because they "don't want to argue with him ( Read more... )

the phone lines have been down for 3 days. the cause? CRAZY WEATHER! one second rain will be pounding down from the sky, then next you'll feel a warm ray of sunshine lighting up your legs, then the next you'll be pinned under a tree the wind blew over ( Read more... )

TONIGHT I STAYED HOME. DID NOTHING.
I LOVE BEING DITCHED
EXCEPT NOT REALLY.

[oh yea, today i learned that i should not go to my mom for solace]

morgan's friend jon keeps iming me ( Read more... )

GREAT. I MADE THIS BOY WHO LIKES ME CRY.
JUST BECAUSE I DON'T LIKE HIM BACK.
AND HIS FRIEND, WHO I'VE ONLY TALKED TO OVER AIM, SAYS THAT I'M COOL AND THAT HE WOULD CRY OVER ME TOO.
AND HE WANTS TO HANG OUT.
WHAT THE FUCK.
LEAVE ME ALONE.

last night/this morning we went to castro. we saw many beautiful gay boys and encountered psychos who yelled and stared and got too close to us. one guy told me[more like yelled at me] that i look like a black teacher who used to teach in the 60's. i couldn't understand most of his gibberish. he told [yelled] andre that he was going to cut his ( Read more... )