i hope i can do this again. 
dont let me run again.
dont let me be. 
i hope i can be there for him.
i hope i'm what he wants.

happy holidays!!

i just applied to university.
i have butterflies in my stomach.
now, i have to sit and wait. 
its going to be a long couple of months.

<333

He's here!!! 
Nicole's first nephew: Jacob Andrew, November 16/06.  8 pounds & 2 oz. 
Such a sweetheart <333

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This morning, i decided to leave SEE. 
There's nothing there for me anymore.  
In September, i felt as though everyone was moving on except me. 
But now i feel ready.
Commencement is next thursday: i'm finally finished high school.

Now, i can work and volunteer and try to figure myself out a little bit more. 
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It finally came: Montreal weekend with Nicole. 
A weekend of little sleep, many empty glasses, 2 packages of Halls, burgers & fries, and dancing to Sean Paul & Justin Timberlake. 
Constantine and Eddie were amazing for putting up with our shit.  
J'adore Montreal.     
<3

click it.   Montreal Takeover.

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Oh what a weekend.. 
I ran into pretty much everyone i haven't seen in a while, which was great.
They have all grown up soo much since the last time i saw them. 
It was good to be around grown-ups....
unlike the immature boys i have to deal with at school.
dont freak on me because i dont want a relationship with an emotionally unstable, dependant boy. 
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from monday till wednesday, i will be tenting it up in Albion Hills. 
the tent i borrowed is huge: its 18 feet long, 9 feet wide, and 6.5 feet tall.  HOLY CRAP
its a nine person tent, and so far i only know four of us sleeping in it. 
it sucks when you dont have many female friends. 
this camping trip should be interesting.

this weekend, i went homo ( Read more... )

AHHHHH!
i love these giddy feelings!!! 
I CANT WAIT UNTIL MONTREAL!! 
NICOLE + BOOZE + STRIPPERS+ MY HOT SNOWBOARDER LOVER(hahah)