i finally feel safe to say it again...
i am so in love
and so loved in return.  

i cannot believe how happy i am..
after five years, he tells me everything i've dreamed of him saying to me. 
im in absolute bliss.

why is he so angry?

we broke up for no reason...regrets?

I hate the feeling of knowing you have to do something, yet you're dreading every second of it. 
It would be easier if love wasnt invovled. 

oh god ( Read more... )

everything is smashing.

I accepted york's offer of admissions the other day.  Soon i will have make an appointment and chose my courses.  This is exciting.
I work lots and have been receiving positive feedback from the managers.. this makes me want to go to work and work harder.  What can i say, i love hearing im doing a good job.  Shhh you guys know you love hearing it ( Read more... )

i am not active. 
i am not passionate about anything. 
i dont do anything that has meaning. 
i dont take any chances, 
i put things off. 
i'm too selfish.
i am wasting my days.
i am waiting for something..but i have no idea what it is.

i got in to york. 

oh god..
why is this happening again..my heart wont stop racing.

he's so bloody perfect.

I just received my first acceptance letter (McMaster!), and it gave me a great sense of comfort.  
I'm going to enjoy this moment of peace and happiness for as long as i can, because i know it wont last. 
Growing up isnt so scary anymore.

One down, two to go.