oo the high school memories. after all the yearbook ad shit, stephanie had her little party and invited everyone but me. i guess somethings never change. at least all this makes me feel like i am a good person. which i already knew, but it reinforces it in my mind. i am getting tired of the mundane activites in my life. i need to buy all my ( Read more... )

i just turned 20 and i am applying to grad school. something is wrong with this picture. i don't want to be in the real world. i am content in my bubble of madness ( Read more... )

i have this stupid girl scout song stuck in my head. "make new friends but keep the old. one is silver and the other is gold." i want to know which one is silver and which one is gold. i think the old friend is gold and the new are silver. hopefully white gold ( Read more... )

you guys want jessica so fucking bad. have her ( Read more... )

my body still hurts from sat night. i don't know why i'm covered in bruises and i have a skinned elbow and knee. my room is fucking disgusting. i have to clean it sometime before the mother comes home. i hate when ppl try to sound smart by using a 5 cent vocab word but they are using the word completely wrong. you look like a bigger dumb ass ( Read more... )

most days i am ok with friends ( Read more... )

the weird things in life. i swore off livejournal over a year ago because i hated amanda. i don't hate amanda anymore. sometime i hate amanda again. sometimes i hate myself. right now i'm feeling ok about everyone. i eat too much. i miss smelling my grandmother. it was a beautiful smell. like happiness and the good parts of my childhood. ( Read more... )

ines curbelo y hechevarria
1931-2006

so here is the last lj entry i ever write. i will no longer be reading lj so if there is something anyone feels they should tell me, u are going to have to tell me to my face. i no longer agree with posting your thoughts for the world to read but since this is the point of lj here we go ( Read more... )

livejournal seems so old. i dont think i will be writing in it very much anymore ( Read more... )