I feel so sick today..... I came home and was watching tv and a migraine hit me quicker than the speed of light. The pain wsa so bad it nearly knocked me out. Later I took some Excedrin and its been working until now, I feel it slowly wearing off, and the pain is coming back. The vomiting feeling is arising as well........I wish someone would hold ( Read more... )

At the moment I just feel like a cup full of jello... Jason cancled on our date tomorrow and I suppose that Im just getting tired of it. He goes out for drinks every night and thats a few hours that I could be with him. Hell Im being used, duh Amanda....you knew this from the beginning. I suppose I need it in my life, I need to be used for what Im ( Read more... )

Im obsessed with this song called Breathless by Stairwell ( Read more... )

I want to be the best that I can when I talk to him, but naturally my worries, thoughts, and fears come through. Im a natural human being and I can't always try to act perfect when Im clearlly not. I just hope my random outbursts of worry aren't signs to him that Im some crazy chick that he shouldn't  waste his time with.  I just hate one thing, I ( Read more... )

Its times like this when I really want to kick something, but I would seriously injure myself doing so ( Read more... )

Im not falling for his little " Im bipolar" excuse, thats just plain crap. Unless its a " I forgot to take my bipolar drugs, sorry"......then I might understand. I sure hope he's in the right mood all night for his prom date, I would hate for him to "switch" on her.  He pisses me off so much, forget about ever hanging out with him again, next time ( Read more... )

So Im all by myself until about 9 tonight, Jason hasn't called so Im not expecting to do anything. Don't really think I would want to anyway ( Read more... )

I woke up with a migraine, and I don't understand why I keep having them ( Read more... )

Theres one word that I can't stand and it stabs me everytime its brought up.

I want to watch the tudors tonight.

Carmel Delight ice cream is love....

Got to see Keith today, I adore him  he needed an update on prom since Anna didn't tell him anything. He told me about Western too.

I love the Tudors !!!!!!!!

Its on SHOWTIME on Demand !

Watch the 2nd episode, Mary Bolyen gives Henry VIII oral sex.............it rocks.