this is pointless...
me
you
this
faith
hearts
sleeping
this summer
all tremendously POINTLESS.

im getting very sick and tired of sitting around. its depressing. but i cant do anything. because 1. im not allowed 2. i cant move from being so fucking sore 3. im sick 4. no one will call/answer the phone. asjkdfhaksfjdha.

you are my KONSTANTINE.

yes i was a replacement.
more like temporary.
very pathetic but nothing i can do now
i feel like a fool and used
but nothing i can say

convinced. determined. hopeful.
scared. intimidated. cautious.
these all make me want to throw up.

im jealous.

swept up in a mess of red tail lights ( Read more... )

if i wrote down everything i had to say ( Read more... )

im sleeping until my knight in shining armour wakes me up with a kiss.

goodnight world.

today i cleaned my room ( Read more... )

slept alll day ( Read more... )

what like 9 hours for a damn paper ( Read more... )

suppose i said i am on my best behavior ( Read more... )

im so confused right now.
and my brain hurts from all this work that i have to do
i cant help but cry because i am way over my head
well the work isnt what made me cry but im blaming it on that
i'll shoot myself if i have to go to practice
(no worries... not literally but i mind as well)