things have been looking up for me. and its quite strange. ok well i guess saying things are looking up for me is a little bit of a lie but i feel like i am happy. its odd. i always go through these little things where i feel like i am happy but at the same time i knew there was something that i wasnt truly happy over. right now - there isnt ( Read more... )

i never thought i would hear any of the words i have from you today. i dont know how to take it or what to do. this is strange.

today has just overall been a bad day. first it starts off with the weather and with me not being able to go to the hospital to show them that my PPD is negative. then i arrive at school and feel so unprepared for my pharmacology/medicinal chemistry exam. i also got into a tift with ilana because we had been going over stuff and writing it on the ( Read more... )

i swear the kid has issues.

i felt the need to LJ a lil ( Read more... )

its strange to sit here and actually write this for many people to read. im so over it. i never thought i would have NO feelings anymore towards him or this situation. i never thought this day would come. at first, it was a little depressing.. i thought it meant something that actually sitting back and looking at it. it doesnt. i am growing up - in ( Read more... )

im not sure where to begin right now. its kinda like 2 weeks into school and last semester i said i would study for everything every single day and to be honest. i barely have. im not happy about that but ive been doing things and my mind has been else where. i just wrote a letter to claudia telling her how i feel about everything. im not competing ( Read more... )

its strange to me. yea i was a stalker... i read brians away message. it says he is taking the FDNY test today. i feel like i know nothing about his life anymore and that is so weird to me. for like 5 years i knew exactly what was happening and when it was happening and now i dont. yes i knew he was interested in the FDNY for like ever but i never ( Read more... )

we are driving back from san deigo right now. its so god damn early but that's toy fine because we are coming back from the justin timberlake concert last night. opening night...we def saw more shit than other people are going to see. it was one of the best concerts I've been to. pink was the opening act and she was soooo good..like funny and put ( Read more... )

so new year new beginings right ( Read more... )