"one of the guys in _ is super cute"
"hahaha YES. and he's gay :'("
"he's gay!??!?!??! dafuq. why."

... I should probably get used to this soon! Hello NYU, and hello theatre.

Well it certainly says here in this "You Know You Go To NYU When..." article that "Every guy you meet has a 1/3 chance of being gay. If he is attractive, the odds go up to ( Read more... )

I keep feeling like something bad is going to befall on me soon because it just doesn't seem possible for life to be so good ( Read more... )

In balance again.

Am happy.

Really happy. :')

I am not a rich atas jiak kan tang kid.

I am not a sassy, artsy, cool, on-the-fringe kid.

I am very average. Standard girl-next-door, very kampong at heart.

I know New York is very much about diversity and all that, but I still wonder how I am going to survive.

Fucking hell I think I realize the problem now. I have an obsession with filling my schedule to the brim. I don't know what to do with spare time, or rather, I don't know what's the concept of "spare time". I can't have a blank space in my planner because that makes me uneasy as hell ( Read more... )

Time to find the strength and stability to face the challenge that is New York City ( Read more... )

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Ok I am actually very apprehensive about Tisch everyone there is so brilliant over-the-top brilliant (like I just befriended this girl who's already an artistic director of her own theatre company) and I am really not so I am really not so I AM REALLY NOT SO ( Read more... )

I believe that everything happens for a reason, no matter how absurd, crazy or senseless. There's a lesson that we can get out of everything. Yes, everything. It just takes time to figure it out.

In the moment things may seem frustrating and muddled, but on hindsight, it will all become clear. Every time. The key to it is patience.

I held back the full truth, because we protect the people we love, even after they have hurt us deeply.

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On a side note, time for me to pick up a few psych books. I am really curious about people who see the world differently from most of us. There are so many questions in my mind.