ahh conditioning for volleyball SuCkS!!!!!!!!! today was worse than yesterday...by alot! lol but i didnt die so thats a plus! only 3 more days of this crap lol today was stations...coach was like "we are gonna put our blood sweat and tears into this season!" yeah no kidding he was being serious! but i gotta lose 10 pounds by monday... :( so all ive ( Read more... )

just got back from chicago today..I had fun but MAN im glad to be home!!!!!!!! now i can just relax for the rest of summer! yay!!! its kinda depressing though cuz school starts soon...ahhh!! NOO! I kinda miss seein everyone though. I liked the fair cuz i saw a bazillion people from school that i usually dont see that much during the summer..so it ( Read more... )

well im in a better mood these past few days..maybe because my bee knows how to cheer me up. Ive kinda gotten past it all..atleast im really trying. its kinda tough tho...but im kinda lettin in go..

fair was this week. its been fun so far!! gosh ive seen so many people there! its like being back at school only better. Ive even seen some of my older ( Read more... )

i feel so....i cant even explain it. its like a mixture of things

grr it all comes down to this:

IM MADDER THAN HELL AT MYSELF!

what i did was so wrong...god how can i ever take it back?? things like this DONT happen to me..

i dont even wanna talk about it let alone think about it...it made me realize something which scares me. i mean i always ( Read more... )

just got back from Gatlinburg yesterday and man i am SOOO glad to be home!!! well i had alot of fun, i really did..I just really really really missed my bed! the bed at the hotel hurt my back lol it feels so good to just lay in ur bed once u get home from a long trip...ahhh! but i havent slept in my bed yet..i actually slept on the couch last night ( Read more... )

hmm im grouchy...mood swings, geesh!

but anyways..

today was a good day. me anna and travis went to the lake. it was fun lol even though travis almost drowned me! we got some good pictures though..def. some kodak moments! travis drew something in the sand and i...well nevermind lol

umm mom almost got in a fight at taco bell. this lady comes in and ( Read more... )

HAPPY 4TH OF JULY!! (yeah i know..kinda late)

well its been awhile. Lots and lots has happened. I dont really feel like taking the time out and writing about it...so i'll just breifly explain.

well ive been sick lately...idk whats goin on with my stomach but it really sucks. one minute im fine and then the next i feel like shit..its totally weird. ( Read more... )

Not feeling good...... :(

volleyball was soooo rough tonight...uh I hate it....

I feel so bad i just wanna curl up and die! ahhh....

Im missing you Bee.... <333 cant wait till u come home

-Night ya'll sorry its not exciting or anything..-

wow its been awhile. Im SO bad at updating this these days. so much has happened in the last few weeks. but i dont even wanna spend that much time on it lol

my OTHER softball season is over now...we only lost like 3 games out of 15 or something like that. I had fun playing with them. I was with alot of my best friends and it wasnt as serious as ( Read more... )

back from florida

im glad to be home.....right??

i suppose so..