tomorrow is our last vball game...HELL YEAH! i doubt i'll play..I pissed coach off really bad today lol me and porkie try to be really annoying and piss her off lol its funny. But coach threw a ball at me really hard and it hit me in the chest..and i got pissed so i picked it up and winged it back at her and it hit her in the back lol hahahaha! and ( Read more... )

well lots has happened since the last time ive updated..lol im too lazy to type everything out. so ill just list..

*homecomming was AWESOME! "Annabell Lee" and "A Rose For Emily" kicked major ass at amanda's party! it was really two awesome performances! umm we beat Greensburg by two Woo woo..

*Jv volleyball is doing really good and varsity..well ( Read more... )

Everything is so messed up right now...

did i make the wrong choice? cuz i already miss you..

so this week is homecoming week...yay

monday-cartoon character day
tuesday-camo day
wednesday-color day
thursday-pirate day (thats stupid considering we play the pirates..)
friday-WILDCAT DAY!

its been a pretty fun week cuz its ISTEP week and i dont have to take it :)..tuesday i spent the whole day in the gym and today i spent the whole day in the ( Read more... )

It seems just like yesterday
was the first time that I heard you call my name
since then so much has changed
Im still the same that I was before
knowing that I could be without anything
scares me away from being alone
now that I know whats going on
i can lookback and see you
I made you wait as I turned away

If I could rewind
and watch all my life just ( Read more... )

I'm STUPID STUPID STUPID!!!!!!!!!!

stupid and VERY naive! end of discussion!

grrr...

phew its been ahwhile hasnt it? eh dont feel like updating, so sad

man last night was rough....really really rough. Its hard talking to you because everytime i do i just get mad again. I just dont understand...you KNEW how much i struggled with it, you KNEW that it bothered me...but still you let me go on believing it was true even if it did drive me crazy! Its all i could think about when i was around you so it ( Read more... )

god i feel so betrayed....

so hurt so disappointed so.....im just in shock...i cant even talk to you...

that whole time i beat myself up about that you just kept leading me on?? about something you KNEW was rough on me...but still you led me to believe it was true and u just let me go through that!!

how could u do this to me??

"Yesterday's ( Read more... )

wow alot has happened...i think im about thru with this thing..i never update. its kinda weird though. I always have so MUCH on my mind but when i go to say something, i end up thinking "no maybe i shouldnt say that..." so none of my real thoughts ever really get written down..they used to. I used to write down EVERYTHING i was feeling. but now im ( Read more... )

*ahhh just got home from vball tryouts not too long ago...its really really boring so far!!! nothing at all like conditioning!!*

well i gotta lot to update bout..but im about to fall outta my chair cuz im so sleepy!!! Yaaaaaaaawn! ahhh my bed is callin my name!!!!

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