I hate that i still care. I hate that you still can effect me. I hate it. SO very much.

However

Motion City Soundtrack....and of course the song could not have been more perfect.

Graduated from College.
And fuck you for thinking that it matters to me that much that you said congratulations. it was hollow at best.

So i graduate from college in 3 Days....what the fuck happened. I remember so clearly being in high school glued to my computer playing World of Warcraft at like 280 pounds. I didn't have a care in the world and i figured i would just coast threw life ( Read more... )

Music gives me hope when i think there is nothing left for me.

I wake up every morning and could not be prouder of what i am involved with. Hopefully during this part of my life i can use this to help me.

http://www.wimp.com/pianoman/

Not Eric Clapton.

It is very hard to look your mistakes in the face. It is even harder to think about if it really was a mistake or does it feel like that because of the current situation.

Bonus Round: If it is how i really feel....What is my next step?

Adoption is still something i never really dug up and thought about it.

Tired

http://www.wimp.com/justinbieber/Read more... )

No one reads this anymore....at least i really hope not. I am going to use this to try to sort out my thoughts much as i did in high school and middle school ( Read more... )

NNOOOOOO

Well severely neglected live journal I’m back. So I sit here in front of my computer at 11:30 at night on the first day of the rest of my life and to summarize my emotions would take an eternity. For four solid straight years I said I would have given anything to get out of High School. I envied every graduating class and said to myself "one day ( Read more... )

Well as most of you know that 2006 was probably the roughest year in my entire life. But in the same manner it was the greatest year in my life. My sophmore year of highschool was filled with basically the sean everyone knows. The funny, goofy kid that really was just insane. Smart kid as well, but never applied himself. The same as every other ( Read more... )