I find that I'm much happier here than anywhere else. My friends and family are all very supportive and helpful. This whole place is just beautiful. I don't lack problems, but being here make them so much easier to deal with. 

 I went to a workshop today for people in abusive relationships, be they the abuser or the abusee. Taught me what abuse is, what to do about it, and how to overcome it in a relationship ( Read more... )

In a few short weeks I'll be either in training or in Washington. I honestly hope I'll be in training. Because I'm getting mighty close to my initial weight loss goals that will allow me to join the Navy Reserves. Why not the big Navy? They won't let me yet but I'm impatient so the Reserves it is! I'm pretty stoked to be perfectly honest.

As for ( Read more... )

 I had a most vivid dream last night. I had no idea I was actually capable of fooling myself into thinking that I had lived over a year of my life in a dream, just to wake up and find that, no, it's only tomorrow ( Read more... )

 I'm leaving my husband and going back to Washington. Tomorrow I'm going to base legal to see about getting separated, legally, before I go. That way I won't feel bad if I want to make out with Cutie McSome Guy seven months down the road ( Read more... )

I realized yesterday where this is going, and I don't know how to do it. Like I'm cruising down a river with high canyon walls, and I see that there's a waterfall up ahead. Suddenly I realize that I don't know how to flip my kayak upright when I end up upside down at the end. I don't even know the first step. I don't even know what it looks like to ( Read more... )

RANTY RANTY RANTY RAVE!

You can move on to your other friends' journal's now.

No?

Okay.... Well this is on you.

You know that feeling you get when it's the end of that sappy romance you swear you've never seen and all you feel is lonely and heartbroken and your head is filled with fantasies that will never come true?

Why does it happen without a ( Read more... )

I have that song in my head. It's weird because earlier today I watched Glee on the technically less than legal server I'm part of. Later I was thinking (again, ugh) about Randall. Then I thought "what song would I sing to Randall, if this were Glee, and I saw him again?"

Not two minutes later, The Unforgiven came on over the radio. And that's it. ( Read more... )

 Okay, so it wasn't the interview that was amusing, but the way I got it ( Read more... )

 I love going out of my way to help people. It is such a good feeling, and it makes for good friends, too ( Read more... )