suprised that i remembered my username and password.

I used to bitch about a lot of things, looking back.

But then again i had a terribly abusive relaionship. But i was also a dumb bitch. I think maybe i still am a dumb bitch.

But life is definitly better now.

its nice to know that.

so i just finished harry potter and the deathly hallows. and it made me feel sad because ive been reading harry potter for the greater part of my adolescence and i find it somewhat symbolic that now, the summer before im supposed to start my adult life, the series ends... with hope ( Read more... )

so im just confused lately

you realized you loved me...just too late

and now i dont know if i want him.

This guy joe is nice. hes a marine. hes sweet, attractive...and has a kid.

and theres the whole thing about me still loving andre.

maybe they should just leave me alone completly

because all i need is my little meshi :)

Its sad looking at my old entries ( Read more... )

blah blah blah.

gonna go to africa......

so lately i felt more and more discontented with my life ( Read more... )

Bitches aint shit but hoes and tricks ( Read more... )

Mary: Let me ask you something ( Read more... )

everything is just terrible ( Read more... )

Someone just kill me.
I dont think ive ever been this hurt in my entire life.

I dont understand.