I look good today.

last night I was crying and calling myself a fat bitch.

but today.

my face is kind of pretty.

Tom kept talking to me today.

then in the hallway he said

Tom: You look like kelley osbourne
Me: Big groan sigh EVERYONE SAYS THAT
Tom:well just kind of. You are WAY way hotter than her ( Read more... )

I wonder if I will ever succeed in life.

Will I get married?

I don't want to get married if I am going to end up like my parents.

I want to be happy.

Travel

Go to little venues

Drink [coffee]

Kiss in the rain.

I
am
hopeless

Let her dream

School was school.

Quiet girl is coming 'out of her shell.'

I need a hot boy to cheer me up.

Or kiss me.

Or both

( Canadia )

Mmkay.

my weekend down to a Tee

I can't wait to get pictures back.

It was agape.

It rained ALL weekend. ALL.

We slept in a cow barn, and I didn't have a tent.

I got wet and Cold.OKAY first off ( Read more... )

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I want to live forever.

I feel like I could burst

[with] eternal sunshine

glimmers on my window.

The dust mites are dancing in the air

soaking up all the oxygen

then dissolving into my lungs.

record your memories

put it in a book, write it in your

head. never forget it.

Dance like tomorrow you will die.

Don't let goSuffocate the sun ( Read more... )

The swings are creaking

I've been very quiet today.

Lindsay thinks Im mad but

i'm really not sure.

I put my chucks on today.

I havent worn them in a

while. They are pretty rugged.

dirty. falling apart. fraying.

just like me

The swings are creaking.I wrote a story today ( Read more... )

Im going to write what happened the past few days.

I'm in so much pain.

I kind of want someone to read this just to I dont

know...comment, tell me how dumb I am...acknowledge my

existence?

HA! I'm stupid

please...somebody?

( I hate people who are fake )

The freaky guy who made wart-hog noises just left.

Phew.

I just pre-ordered Harley poe's cd and book.

Oooooooooooh yeah.

Im getting ready to start my research paper.

It's on eating disorders.

I am the only kid in the class who is doing something that

isn't as shallow as the baby pool at the park.

~

I need a hair cut.

xoxo

( Carbon bubbles )

Last night

I went to the creepy crawl

and saw Calibretto.

Oh. My. Stars.Calibretto puts on the best shows ever ( Read more... )