Yesterday sucked ( Read more... )

Crazy how it feels tonight ( Read more... )

I did it again.

I don't know why but it feels so much better even though it hurts so bad.

I want to stop but it just puts that pain somewhere else and even though i love it i hate it too.

i hate feeling happy one second then horrible the next.

i want to know what's really going on with me.

why the hell do i hurt so bad?

I guess reality kind of came and hit me on the head. I am over him so much. I think about everything he did to me and I hate him for it. When he moves, the weight will be lifted off my shoulders. I haven't felt like myself in a really long time. I feel so happy again. I held hands with a boy i like. Hehehe. I can't beleive i ever loved matt ( Read more... )

lol okay so here is another entry because it is 4:52 on a thursday and i feel ( Read more... )

lol okay so here is another entry because it is 4:52 on a thursday and i feel ( Read more... )

Still don't know what's up with Holli being mad at me. I have no clue so it would be good if I could be informed.

I'm really lost with myself.

Not much else to put that will want to be heard or read isn't that right....

<3

Sunny

Still don't know what's up with Holli being mad at me. I have no clue so it would be good if I could be informed.

I'm really lost with myself.

Not much else to put that will want to be heard or read isn't that right....

<3

Sunny

Lots of things happened this weekend, not all of which i am very proud of lol. I did get a new cell phone though Holli, so we can't make fun of my cheap ghetto one n e more. :( Still the same number though ( Read more... )

I have never had a weekend like this. I have never felt like this, thought like this, or been like this ( Read more... )