Last night things happened with Matt and I. I am so confused right now. I don't have any idea what to do. Last night it seemed so right and today he looks at me like he hates me. Omg it's so fricken weird. I don't know what to do. I shouldn't have done anything last night. I shouldnt have gone.

not much going on. I think Holli is mad at me. HAPPY BIRTHDAY STEPH!!!

So today was so releiving and so nice but so bad. Ihated today and loved it at the same time. This morning Matt came up to me and said he needed to talk to me about something, that it wasn't bad. After school he called and left a message on my phone saying he needed to talk but i didn't have to call back if I didn't want to. Then a little later he ( Read more... )

I need to get new cell phone. I feel incomplete now. I miss it. It makes me sad ( Read more... )

Holli made the last entry, just so everyone knows cuz people were asking me about that lol. I love you guys too hehehe ( Read more... )

i freaking love holli and no one else.
byeeee.
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and no one else

Sunny is tired ( Read more... )

So I stayed home fore yesturday ad today because I woke up BOTH mornings at like 4:23-4:30 and threw up. It was so weird. I think I just have been way too stressed and depressed and all that shit. Got my haircut today. I hate it. I look like a little girl. So there really isn't much else going on right now, just got really bored since im not ( Read more... )

I'm in first period right now in the library and just saw Matt with his ex g/f nancy. They are goign out again. It made me realize how much of a mistake I made with all of it. I'm over it right now. I was hurt over and over again. He knew how to play me. He was good at it too. Holli called and told me on Friday, which helped a lot. It wasn't like I ( Read more... )

So i havent updated in a long time. kinda crazy. so much has been going on and i just havent felt like talking too much. well on monday i broke up with matt. it was one of the hardest things i have ever done. i was crying so much and it felt so good to not keep getting hurt by someone like that. i just let it happen and i kept loving him. ( Read more... )