I'm going to ride this plane out of your life again
I wish that I could stay, but you argue
More than this, I wish that you could've seen my face
In the backseat staring out of the window
I'll do anything for you...

So leave yourself intact
'Cause I will be coming back
In a phrase to cut these lips,
I love you

The morning will come
In the press of every ( Read more... )

it hurts.

and there are lots of "it"s right now.

i don't wanna talk about it.

it's not bad; it's not deep

i'm cold. i had a muffin and cereal for breakfast. i'm a total fatass failure. something's wrong with me.

i have a geometry test first period. i woke up 30 minutes earlier to try and be on time, and yet i'm still sitting here at the computer. i also have a psychology test third period. oh boy. i missed 2 days of it last week. so this can't go well ( Read more... )

i feel gross.

it's almost unbearable

so, derick didn't come over saturday... i went to forrest city. not a major shock. watched "Dark Tales of Japan" at derick's. it was... cool. not the movies, but the being with derick. i didn't get home 'til after 12 since mum was out of town. that was nice.

then yesterday i went to wynne to a party at justin's. that was cool, i guess. kristin ( Read more... )

my boyfriend apparently wrote a 20 page essay about a new way to analyze an 80-year-old math problem... or something like that. um. i didn't know he was so smart. ok, i kind of did. this is crazy. i wonder if i got that right [about what the essay covered.] i keep laughing to myself. he's way too smart for me.

but i'm gonna go watch this show on ( Read more... )

"... and watch the planes come flying by. the runway lights are the deepst blue, like the color of your eyes. so close them tight and kiss me..."

wow. wow wow wow. i'm so happy. and i don't want to be this happy because every single time that i am, something disastrous happens and ruins it all. but i'm keeping my head up and smiling and enjoying it ( Read more... )

1) On your current playlist, hit shuffle and pick the first twenty songs on the list.
2) Write down the first line of the song.
3) Have your friends comment and see if they know the songs. (NO CHEATING!)
4) When someone guesses correctly, strike out the line and list the correct name of the song next to it.

1- set outside my front window. this ( Read more... )

1. Name: Shelbi ( Read more... )

"... when there's nothing that's worth seeing."

last night was the longest night i've had in a while. i couldn't sleep (damn me for thinking) and when i did get to sleep, i dreamed about Frank the God-damned rabbit from Donnie Darko. it's going to be a long day. i could tell from about midnight last night. let's see...

daniel and i talked for about ( Read more... )