derick's home. yay! we went and saw "King Kong" last night. it was okay. adrian... adrien?... that brody kid was in it. that was nice. i kept thinking of the little girl from The Ring though, because the girl that played rachel (naomi watts?) was in it. haha. what a loser, i am. the movie, overall, blew. ohhh!!! and andy serkis was in it! YAY! i ( Read more... )

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When you go, I will forget everything about you

Said I loved you but I lied

I want to hate you half as much as I hate myself

I hate the way you say my name like it's something secret

I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel

I can't do it by myself

I know my place is nowhere you should roam

What you do on your own time's just ( Read more... )

i'm angry. like, really really angry. i could tell you why, but... i'd rather not. stupid idiotic people. (no, not you. the people making me angry)

"crazy" by simple plan is actually a kind of good song. i hate that band with a passion, but that song has a good point. they're probably just seeking attention.

i just got home from dad's like an hour ( Read more... )

OH MY GOD!!!

BLINK 182 BROKE UP!!!

i've never been so damn depressed.

how the hell can they break up? they're the greatest band ever...
... or at least in the top 5...

derick... going... to d.c. ... in 3.5 hours... me... moving... in about 6 hours... for a few weeks... or a month... or two...

why can't my happiness ever fucking last?
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"... of a hand waving me goodbye."

so... i didn't see derick before he left for DC. which really sucks. but oh well. it sucks to have been so happy 5 days ago only to feel completely confused now. and no, it's not comfortably. it was like he didn't even care that much about seeing me, as long as he got his work done so he could go to DC. i'm trying ( Read more... )

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HE GOT IN!

DERICK'S GOING TO MIT!!!

yay for my darling boyfriend!

*i sing and sing of awful things*

... i <3 him ...

... i really do ...

he's great.

he makes me smile.

and i'm going to miss him, whenever he goes away.

isn't it swell?

i dreamed (dreamt?) all night last night...
... my friend trent was in one
... some guy trying to kill me was in one
... and derick was graduating in one (and i woke up crying)
... and lee academy people were graduating in the same one

it was a long night. especially the waking up crying part.

yesterday was 95% good. i like derick's family, a lot. i ( Read more... )