i wish people still did livejournal. i was thinking how a lot of things are different now. and a lot of things are lost. its sad. i dont even know why im writing this right now. nothing really matters anymore. i sound upset but im not. im actually ok with this.

and im moving to arizona.

well my feeling of longing was short lived. i dont know what happened. the new year hit and i swear to God it made everything different. i dont feel any of the things now that i felt in all these months that have passed. its like something in me snapped, and i finally woke up. too bad i didnt snap earlier.

so i cant take my mind off of you ( Read more... )

i hate how you can never have the one thing that you really want. its not that you always want what you cant have...its just that what you want is unattainable. i mean i dont go around looking for things that i cant have....what i want is just unfortunately unavailable. it doesnt know you or it doesnt want you back or its engaged to be married in 6 ( Read more... )

school and sleep. sleep and school. i feel like that is all i do. nothing is new and exciting ( Read more... )

im excited for so many things.
tuesday
thanksgiving
spring break
graduation
summer
*our apartment*
life...
everything.

im completely happy right now. and im just fine waiting for whats to come.
its nice to feel this way again.

last night....was so much fun. right girls? right. and i cant wait for halloween. ;)

six billion souls in the world, but all you want is one.

why?

smile, though your heart is aching. smile, even though it's breaking. when there are clouds in the sky you'll get by, if you just smile.......

Today's my 17th birthday.

since these things are about all i update with...it seemed right.

have fun.

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