A list of unhappy happenings ( Read more... )

I've been working so much lately so I'll have enough money to go to Knoxville for the Rebel Salon photo shoot (http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=212916596Read more... )

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Take a picture of yourself right now.
don't change your clothes, don't fix your hair... just take a picture.
post that picture with NO editing.


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I talked to my teachers today. They were very sympathetic and said that I can make everything up. My math teacher was insanely nice, which I honestly didn't expect. Last night, Megan said to me "you're too young to have possibly screwed your life up that bad," and I smiled ( Read more... )

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fuck!

Today my heart hurts, but I'm putting my life back together. I'm in class. Right now as we speak, I'm in class and I'm not failing. I can still pull it together. So I'll tack photos on the wall across from my bed, and they'll wake me up happy, wake me up at all. Pictures of nights stealing liquor from backseats of cars and rooms spinning with ( Read more... )

School is almost over and I've gotten my job back. I feel better ( Read more... )

I don't care to be connected with my past.

It seems to me
that a little
self esteem,
a boost of
confidence,
would do me
some good.