i dont think i can write in here anymore. at least not for a while. words cant express how i feel and i simply dont feel like trying.

well break is more or less over already.pretty sucky. but oh well. i still have a couple things to look forward to before its over though so thats nice. tomorrow im goin out to lunch with jay and his grandmother whom i adore:) and then im going out to dinner with my pops. i kind of hate all the last minute get-to-togethers when vacation is over. i ( Read more... )

friendship is not a responsibility, it's a living breathing thing. it ebbs and flows and needs nurturing and care. you cant diminish its value, because the second you do, it begins to fade. and you cant take advantage of its place in your life, because the second you do, it wavers. there are ways to let friends know they are in your thoughts, that ( Read more... )

i know i havent updated but i really dont know what to say. break has been pretty good so far although i have a feeling its going to get kinda boring eventually. i need to get a job. alexis, i miss you and i want to see you! matt called me today and wants to grab dinner maybe saturday, i really want you to come! i have so much to talk to you about ( Read more... )

kiss me on my neck its my birthday. and what a wonderful birthday its been so far...

all i know is he gets me high...

alexis...am i crazy for being uspet about the things tom was/wasnt doing?

just wondering...

i feel like i need to update but i dont know what to say. perhaps after this weekend, since it should be interesting. peace.

so...even though tom is not "ready to shoot hoops" he and i are still going to the movies tomorrow so i dont know what that means. weve been talking a lot more lately ever since break when he called to hang out. hes called me a few times since then and he came down both nights this weekend so i got to see him which was nice. the difference lately ( Read more... )

and i quote, "it's not that you're a rebound girl at all, you're more like a three-pointer. i'm just not ready to shoot hoops right now."

'nuff said.