at work ( Read more... )

the months keep passing.
and i remain unhappy.
i just don't understand.

anything.

RIP Adam Vail.

it's been a long time since i felt so sick ( Read more... )

this is becoming a real problem.

i hate being so sad.
all. the. time.
i hate worrying about things.
all. the. time.
i hate being so shy.
all. the. time.

i just want to feel slightly normal.
i want to feel approachable.
i want to not feel like a bitch.

i want too much.
i guess it's time i try to change this.

After reading only a few of my past entries, it's amazing to me how much I've changed. It's hard to believe I've been with Griffin this long, and not too many entries ago, I was talking about how he wanted to meet my mom. I'm graduated now, and it doesn't really feel all that different. Maybe it's because it hasn't really all hit me yet, or maybe ( Read more... )

i honestly don't know what to say.

sometimes all you can do is blame yourself.
& hope you can fix what you've gotten yourself into.

i think i know what to do.
i think.

you're right.

weird.
weird.
weird.

the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.