i am often interrupted or completely ignored
but most of all i'm bored
i'm trying to find out if my words have any meaning
lackluster and full of contempts when it always ends the same
why won't you listen to me?
why did i come?
oh why did i come here?
these humans all suck
i'd rather be home feeling violent and lonely
i'm not trying to sound so insincere
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Honestly--
If you asked me to try my best and explain who I think I am.
I would have absolutely no answer.

I have no idea about who I am or who I should be.
I don't think I ever will truly know though.

Everything is just weird.

I really don't like livejournal.
It's pretty un-cool.

I honestly don't like myself at all right now.
I hate being like this.
This isn't like me.
Maybe tonight just isn't my night.

I need to go to sleep. Hopefully tomorrow brings better thoughts.

[iloveyou]

So she really did want to beat me up--funny.
I hate liars. And that's what she is.

Anyway.

I haven't been up to much except sitting around doing a whole lot of nothing.
My summer came to a great start.
I hung out with B. Cox for the first part of my day.
Then The Wizzard and I went uptown to the music things and that was pretty sweet.
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So, I'm sitting here and eating eggs just thinking about how I need to find more things to fill my day--it's kind of pathetic how much I DON'T do. I won't go into what I did today because it's not that exciting.

I'll just tell you guys this--you better call me and ask me to hang out.
--Not joking.

I have two more days of exams.
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I told myself I wouldn't put one of these in either of my journals,  but I'm going to do it for the hell of it--
     And if you don't fill it out;; I may be a little disappointed.

***********
1.Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7 ( Read more... )

You don't mean it
You need a uniform
So you won't be ignored
You are affected
So you're accepted
It's time you invest in a bottle of poison
So we don't have to hear about you bitchin' and moanin'
You think you could afford a bottle of aspirin
Boo fuckin' hoo you're not the only whose life's a piece of shit
And yet miraculously somehow we all seem to deal ( Read more... )

I like the hundreds of replies I got on my last entry--

Note: I was just kidding when I said it. But since you guys don't care....
        --JAY KAY

I'm going into school late. I mean, what does it matter?
I'm not going there next year anyway.

The only reason I'm not going to miss the whole day is because of my dearest, Mary.
I don't want her to dissect ( Read more... )

Basically--

I think I'm just going to kill myself.