mmmm so its about 1 in the morning and im watching law and order, must have seen this episode a million times where the little girl is in a cult and she is married to the lead guy that gets her pregnant and he kills 4 little kids.. bad news.

i'm wearing ashleys shirt to bed <3 she's coming here this week yes!!! we will play with the kittens and ( Read more... )

mmm ya so pretty fun few days. i never know when i update anymore. So pretty much i started to talk to Jess more.Last night i was thinking of killington and when we were in the room and put a lot of matches in a bagel and lit it on fire and threw it somewhere i forget.. and then i held it up or something and tried blowing it out.. but all that i ( Read more... )

mmm ya so it's 2:30.. thank you alarm clock that never wakes me up so i can miss a day of going to the beach.. alright ( Read more... )

mmmm so its almost 4 in the morning.. sleeping beauty (ashley) is cuddled up against my fat. so cute. so today was a lot of fun. ash called me and woke me up at noon and made me go out with her even thiough i was up late the night before. We got wawa subs and went and saw the hiorses. We hungout there for a bit then came back here and i went to the ( Read more... )

mmm its a nice day today. i went to the gym just like every other day this week and played tennis. Took a few dance classes which are so much fun, but such hard work. candace and i were sweating our asses off by the end. So i think during the year im getting a job at a dance studio or a dancer on the weekends for parties.. bat/bar mitzvahs and such ( Read more... )

mmm the sweet taste of nasal spray running down my throat, so attractive. So pretty much yesterday i woke up, did the usual gym and yoga/meditation run. Then i came back here only to receive a text from jesse asking me to hangout when he got off work, so i decided to schedule in a shiower, which is rarely taken into account, but it was much needed ( Read more... )

ummm yeah so i just dropped $300 on books at barns and noble.. so let the reading begin ( Read more... )

argh why am i so sick!! I have been at the doctor all day :-( I have an inner ear infection, chest cold and some asthma cause apparently allergies led to that along with being around smoke so much. So now I have an inhaler which im afraid to use cause it speeds up your heart for a bit but then subsides, but still i freak out when that happens. So ( Read more... )

mmm im going to try to write in this as much as i can, but right now I am so chilled out idk hiow much I can write. I have my playlist on and im meditating with stones now. It's a new form of energy work I did today that made me feel real good and my chakras feel so clear. I had an emotional block for most of the night when i went for energy work ( Read more... )

mmm yeah so today was mother's day. Fun fun fun. It's always great when the family gets together. I love the little boys,they always keep me entertained. We played lacrosse and bocci and what not all day. My little cousins asked me today if Jews celebrate Mother's day. O boy. We had one of our typical family discussions, today's topic was older men ( Read more... )