mmm well schiool is over. summer has started, and already it isn't what i wanted it to be. I hate that about myself. It's like I write out scenarios in my mind and then when they don't go the way I want them to I get upset. Even if these scenarios go completely against what I know is real and practical, my heart can't seem to accept that. My mind ( Read more... )

mmm life is insane right now. the weather is nice which puts me in a great mood. everything is going well. classes always are a bitch but life is pretty sweet as far as i can see right now. Watching pledging has been great, every meeting is better than the last. I like that it's just a time I can see some people i don't get to see often. I haven't ( Read more... )

Mmmm well it's been awhile since i wrote in this. To recap the past few weeks i guess ( Read more... )

mmm ya so its a tuesday night.. watching southpark. Can't wait to go hiome this weekend. I need some ashley time badly. I'm going through the entire people cleansing period that comes around every so often. So i'm pretty much done with anyone that doesn't add a positive aspect to any part of my life. I'm just done being nice and caring for people ( Read more... )

mmmm yeah have not written in this thing in a long time. lets see what has happened since i last wrote ( Read more... )

mmm happy birthday to me! haha so i haven't wrote in awhile. pretty much confused in many aspects of my life.. but things always seem to find a way to sort themselves out so ill let that happen. i just need to lie back and let things go their path ( Read more... )

mmm pretty much past few days have been fun. hanging out with mainly ashley,chris,tiff and i saw jess a few times. to try to recap a few things ( Read more... )

mmmm ya its about 2 in the morning. i have no covers on my bed or sheets.. so that kinda sucks :-/ past few days have been fun. i hungout with ashley of course. dustin came over also yesterday and we went and saw glory road.. then i called ashley and i knew she'd be hungry so i picked her up and we all went to checkers and went right back to the ( Read more... )

argh my stomach hurts :-( past few days i hungout with ashley. she came here a few nights ago and we watched some football and she left.. then the other night we went to applebees and stayed up until 4 and at 4 we went to white castle..so good. food that late/early always hits the spot. we got to take my car and listen to my music for a change so i ( Read more... )

mmmm ashley just left. we baked cookies tonight and watched football and law and order. so pretty much new years eve had different options, different parties but i opted to just go to hunan gourmet with ashley and my dad gave us $ for dinner.. and then we came back here and she likes taking pics of me.. so we did that. then we did the entire ( Read more... )