the three of you are so completely ridiculous. i hate you. i never want anything to do with you again. ever.

i'm so sick of the word "sorry"

I want to make you feel this..trusting arms let me fall once again, I stood close to enemies, and closer to friends.

for you cjd:

i was just sitting on the side watching the empty 3 o'clock ( Read more... )

okay. so i thought i was over this..this..wow, i don't even know what to call it. Betrayal? yea. you three totally screwed me over in the worst way. And i thought that maybe i would just be able to forget about it, because i'm usually really good at the whole forgiving and forgetting thing, but not this time, it's too much. I wanted so much to just ( Read more... )

sooo, he came to my house at like 1 in the morning yesterday..and then again a little while ago. I wish he would go away. He said he was going to come to my job because thats the only place he could talk to me and i'd have no choice but to listen. And i wouldn't mind so much that he was around if i didn't get such a sick feeling everytime i think ( Read more... )

Sea world was amazing, the shows were great, and the dolphins and penguins were so freaking cute. Epcot was okay too. But Sea world was definitely the best.  with the exception of the blistering heat, everything went well. and i loved it. I sunburned over my sunburn and it hurts...alot. lol. It doesn't look as bad as last night though :)
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hmm again, a long time since i've updated...well I went to Busch Gardens the other day with will, matt and ashley. It was funnn, i took a million pictures, but i'll post those another day. The new ride wasn't as good as i expected it to be but it was still fun. The only thing that sucked was the fact that it was so damn hot, then when we finally ( Read more... )

hmm, i haven't updated in awhile again..

today was funnn :) i got to hang out with my baby for most of the day, it was nice. i love him. we kinda hung around my house like bums for a little while, went to eat, then hung around his house like bums for awhile..and then around 8ish me him and joey went to the beach, and we went swimming..in our ( Read more... )

[there's more to me than what you see...if you just look beneath the surface]


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sooo, monday was kinda crazy..will and i had off together, so we finally went to see star wars..and then my uncle calls about 40 minutes into the movie to tell us that our kitchen caught on fire and that my dad was in the hospital. so we left the movies and went to see my dad. He burned his hand pretty bad, but he's gonna be fine. Then we went back ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a few days. nothing much has changed. work is crazy. it seems like no matter what our shift does at night..no matter how good its done, we still get bitched at everyday. It's really pathetic when you think about it because half the time the shift before ours doesn't do anything and we get stuck doing double the work because we ( Read more... )

sooo, we saw batman today..i thought it was really good. annnnd i had work again. yea. boring. im tired. hmm. so i heard about what's going on with chris and the the supposed "new addition" that should be coming along a few months. wow, who woulda thought. idk. it kinda bothers me though. i dont really know why either. it just does. i heard he's ( Read more... )