Thursday I found out that I can't do anything about school, I am staying at my campus and won't be going up to the main one for another whole year. In most ways, this really sucks. I still have to live with my psychotic family, travel an hour to school and back, and deal with the cost of gas, food, and many other things. Now I may sound like a ( Read more... )

Okay, so silly me I didn’t nearly get to finish the list I wanted to in the previous post, so here is where I must actually look inside and think about myself. My true beauty ( Read more... )

The king is enthralled by your beauty; honor him, for he is your lord.

There is nothing more serene than hearing someone tell you that you are beautiful, worthy, breathtaking, and loved. I think many of us take saying or feeling that for granted. So many girls never give themselves the chance to call themselves this, and I for one have been one ( Read more... )

So far, my birthday has been really really good. I got a new digital camera, some money, two of my friends cooked dinner for me, went shopping, and now I am going to New York City for the day with Danielle, Chris, Courtney, and Nathan. I am so excited to go!! and I really don't feel nineteen or that it's Valentine's day ( Read more... )

My birthday is Friday the 13th this year. I don't want to grow old, nineteen is such a weird number. I have no idea what I will do on my real birthday, but on Saturday I am going to NYC for the whole day and it will be grand ( Read more... )

I am nothing.

I told my father about my tattoo and I am still alive ( Read more... )

I want to be able to see you in person and not want to fall to my knees crying ( Read more... )

I feel so terrible.

I am awake. I should be asleep. I should be out there, into the wild. I cannot help but feel trapped lately and lying there awake in my cell, just waiting to be freed once again ( Read more... )