I keep feeling so sick, especially when I get terrible migraines like the one I had today. I couldn't stand trying to rest because the pain was so awful and when I would get up to look for medicine, I felt as if I was about to faint which I have a history of doing ( Read more... )

I cannot begin to describe how great last night's worship was. I gained a whole new sense of what I need to do, where to go, and how to love the Lord completely. Falling to my knees and crying so hard that I can barely breathe. Having that glorious rejuvenation that flows through my bones whenever I call your name. To know that you and you alone ( Read more... )

In less than a month I will be nineteen. I feel so old and I haven't even really started yet. I hope that in this time before my twenties, I will have learned to save money, be settled into school, and possibly find a soul mate of some sorts. In the past two weeks of the new year, I have seen a plethora if people. Yesterday, I saw Ryan, Sergio ( Read more... )

I am so overwhelmed with emotion right now ( Read more... )

After a lot of contemplating and talking to Mere, I came to the conclusion that it was better that the truth came out now instead of later. It was really hard to talk about any of it. I eventually went over today to see her. I felt so nervous and just kept praying and praying the whole way there that everything would work out ( Read more... )

I held her so hard in my arms as we proclaimed goodbye, accidently kissed her on the lips, and told her to come home soon. She is going somewhere warm and South, and I am staying up North, frozen and cold ( Read more... )

It sure doesn't feel like January. New Year's Eve I went with everyone to the casino, had the best buffet ever, and stood around in the stores for hours. Then went to Mike's for the party. It was so good to just be with everyone, like LP, and fool around. We played Apples To Apples and Dominos forever then watched the ball drop. Later, ( Read more... )

Of course, it's New Years' Eve and I am contemplating on the past twelve months of my existence ( Read more... )

I saw my twin at the mall and bought expensive makeup that is the best in the world, seriously. It made my day a million times better to see Brooke and go shopping today, despite the overzealous crowds and traffic. I bought a dress and lingerie for you know who, HAHA. I finally got my ipod plug for my car, thank you to my favorite cousin ever ( Read more... )

O thin men of Haddam,
Why do you imagine golden birds?
Do you not see how the blackbird
Walks around the feet
Of the women about you?