Last Saturday, I saw the greatest band ever. It was like a dream come true, I saw Death Cab For Cutie, front row. I had no idea I had such good tickets, 40 bucks a pop. It was after a long day at a church event, the golf tournament, and I was so ready to see them. After a whole day of speeding around in golf carts and watching Donny break a ( Read more... )

How long, O LORD ? Will you forget me forever ( Read more... )

It's been two weeks and absolutely nothing has improved. I need to go to the doctor's for some new problem. oh boy. I just want to hide under the covers in my bed and escape it all.
Why can't things be simple and pure again? Where did my happiness go?

I just want to smile genuinely.

I haven't felt this cold in months, physically and mentally ( Read more... )

It's called having a total break down and panic attack.

I must say, April is a horrible influence ( Read more... )

This is really hard for me right now.


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Lately, I've had some pretty epic adventures. Saturday I went to the fair in the next town over, across the river. It was small but fun at the same time. I hung out with Sarette for that day and we made a silly video on youtube about twitter. As we were chilling, I was going to see my good friend Kyle that was home from college... and on the ( Read more... )

College is interesting to say the least. Everyone seems to have the same demeanor, one of pure shyness. It might just be because it's the first week, but still I'm surprised. I'm sad to admit I only have two real friends right now, Sarette and Toph. I just met Toph like a month ago through some friends in Old Saybrook, he's a pretty hilarious ( Read more... )

I wrote this on Thursday night when I had a complete spiritual revival. I was so good and I just had to write down what I was feeling and thinking. God is love. God loves me. God loves you ( Read more... )