Right now I should be writing a lab report about the low pressure waves in the Long Island Sound, but instead, I am writing here ( Read more... )

dead trees, dry skin ( Read more... )

I voted yesterday. It was exciting to be apart of an intense election as this, but I didn't enjoy the new way of voting, I wish it was still like when I was a kid and I cranked the handle in the booth with my mother. On my way in to the firehouse, I ran into my friend Rebecca and chatted jokingly about who to vote for and how ridiculous the ( Read more... )

So I was a kitty this year. Meeeeeeowwwww ( Read more... )

It seems that awkward moments are my specialty.

Why do I constantly find my self sitting in my car, waiting for a call I never get? Or if I do get it, it's about three hours later than expected.

I care too much for losers but I don't care enough for myself to learn.

Something really good should happen... now.

The past few days have all felt like a blur. I've been so angry and frustrated with Spencer, I'm done. He still owes me my money and DVD... but that's it. He obviously didn't choose me over her, and I don't really care. Whatever. I don't need to be used by him so he can get over this foolish girl, that's really not my plan. Whatever ( Read more... )

Today was a huge epiphany on how things have been lately.

I feel a little better about certain things but definitely need to change some as well.

Jehovah Raah, take me into your arms and carry me. Bring me down the right path so that I one day soon will be the closest to follow you.
Please, save me oh God.

I just spent three days in the most depressing environment. I helped him feel better. I told him he should stop. I told him he is worth more than that. I cleaned his apartment. I picked him up. I spotted him for his crutch, after he sprained his ankle falling off his bike. I missed two classes to see him ( Read more... )

I met Spencer yesterday ( Read more... )

Saturday I got a speeding ticket for 294 dollars. I wanted to die and I'm pretty sure it was because it was a lady cop and that I was crying and she hates me. I got it on the way to a field trip on a Saturday morning. What was worse was when I got there, I felt so sick and negative the whole 6 hour boat trip ( Read more... )