Im not even going to talk about my weight. Its still basically the same. I seem to have no control over that, or anything else that happens in my life. I was just looking through his journal cos Im using it to help write my dissertation ( its supposed to be fictional but its blatantly just about me!!) and I found an entry from Jan 9th 2007. The bit ( Read more... )

can't believe its been so long since iv written, crazy! iv decided i want to start again though, 1) cos it hopefully will motivate me 2) im turning into a bit of a nutter so im hoping it'll do me good to vent some stress 3) i like writing anyway ( Read more... )

Nothing much to tell. Tried not to eat like a pig while I was at home. Put on a little bit of weight again. I seem to be stuck between 202 and 210lbs fuckin hell!!!! pretty much 210 atm. fucking great. this warm weather is stressing me out - gradually trying to wean myself off hoodies!! doesnt help iv got gross spotty shoulders as well as being a ( Read more... )

for not posting. i know i suck. its been loads of uni work and thats about it. seen lots of piercer. we're basically a couple (it seems like) but he wont call me his girlfriend n stuff so god knows whats going on. had lost like, 2lbs or something, but eaten it all back on and more fucking great ( Read more... )

I know Iv hardly written in for fucking ever, let me get up to date ( Read more... )

wed: not alot... lecture 5-8pm ( Read more... )

hello! right well id written up to fri so il start from sat ( Read more... )

hello ( Read more... )

so yeah anyway. i was in my room pissing around, not really doing anything. me and piercer were texting, and then he said about me going over to his. i wanted to see him but couldnt really be bothered to go to his, so i invited him over here. he came over with a bottle of wine, and just chatted, drank the wine, went to asda and got another bottle ( Read more... )

saturday night was ok. went flyering, then went to the bar and had some vodka. i was getting really annoyed with my "friend". she flyers with me thur and sat night for an hour, then we go out, then she stays at mine. and its like, once we get into the bar shes so selfish, just disappears off and hardly spends any time with me. so nearly went home ( Read more... )